Donald Trump, this is your America

I’ve been self-isolated in my home for the past three months, avoiding a malevolent, unstoppable virus that can destroy my lungs in days.Β  I watch on the news as our cities are being destroyed, while police and protestors fight each other with rocks and tear gas and rubber bullets and AR-15’s.Β  I watch as 40 million Americans have been thrown out of work, and even if we get past the COVID-19 pandemic, their jobs and businesses may not return.Β  I see our doctors and nurses and first responders all trying to stay alive, trying to assist those with COVID-19, knowing that it’s unlikely that once a person is intubated, the only time they will be extubated is at the funeral.

This is America.Β  This is the America of Donald Trump.

This is the America where children are thrown in cages at the border, or are wrested away from their parents who were fleeing harsh lives in their home countries.Β  This is the America where those who DID arrive in this country through no choice of their own – as children – are being sent back to countries they never knew, all this by a xenophobic administration who only sees them as an invasive species, suggesting that they’re taking American jobs and leeching off of American entitlement programs.Β  Ugh.

This is America.Β  This is the America of Donald Trump.

This is the America where Heather Heyer was murdered by a white supremacist in 2017.Β  This is the America where George Floyd had a knee on his neck for ten minutes until he could no longer function.Β  This is the America where someone can be arrested and jailed for existing while black.Β  This is the America where people are cursing at those of Asian descent, blaming them for what they’re projecting upon as the “Chinese Virus” or the “Wuhan Virus,” or, if they think they’re being cute, the “Kung Flu.”

This is America.Β  This is the America of Donald Trump.

We are now in the world of the Ku Klux Klan and the Proud Boys.Β  In the world of the Three Percenters and the QAnons.Β  We are watching armed independent militia, all carrying military-grade weaponry, march into statehouses without consequence, all guided by the knowledge that the President of the United States referred to them as “very fine people.”Β Β  This is where someone can discharge an AR-15 into a pizza parlor in Washington, D.C., based on a spurious claim that child sex slaves are being traded in a non-existent basement.

This is America.Β  This is the America of Donald Trump.

This is an America where over 106,000 people died – so far – from COVID-19.Β  A virus that could have been abated, had the government followed through with an already-existing pandemic strategy.Β  106,000 people dead.Β  You know what that is?Β  That’s the attendance at two New England Patriots home games, combined.Β  That’s almost twice as many people dead as American soldiers during the entire Vietnam war.Β  That’s over thirty times as many people dead as those who perished in the 9/11 attacks.Β  And this administration failed its citizens.

This is America.Β  This is the America of Donald Trump.

Our current economy is in the shitter.Β  Part of it has to do with COVID-19, the other part has to do with people struggling with two, three, four jobs to make ends meet.Β  To the point when, if you’re sleeping, you’re not working, and if you’re not working, you’re not surviving.Β  So you do what you can, you drive a ride-share, you shop for others, you do everything short of manufacturing blue meth in an RV, just to keep a roof over your family’s heads and keep the wolves at bay.Β  And then you hear that supplemental nutrition programs are being cut or culled, because some political bigwig heard a rumor that someone once bought a lobster with SNAP funds, and now everybody has to suffer for this horrible atrocity.

This is America.Β  This is the America of Donald Trump.

Our President sends messages from his fans and his constituents, messages like “The only good Democrat is a dead Democrat.”Β  And he sends his own personal messages about “When the looting starts, the shooting starts.”Β  And he calls us thugs and animals and vermin, he classifies us as an infestation, he says that it’s perfectly acceptable to grab us by the pussy.Β  He calls journalists the “enemy of the people,” unless they fawn over him and kowtow to his wishes and stroke his ego.Β  He calls those who kneel at the National Anthem “sons of bitches,” as if their simple act of protest against police brutality is an affront to his fragile grasp on his world view.

This is America.Β  This is the America of Donald Trump.

Trump has enablers in this, as well.Β  Bill Barr.Β  Mitch McConnell.Β  Lindsey Graham.Β  Mike Pence.Β  KellyAnne Conway.Β  Sean Hannity.Β  Jeannine Pirro.Β  Laura Ingraham.Β  The collective at OANN.Β  The other collective on Fox News.Β  Susan Collins.Β  Steve Mnuchin.Β  Mike Pompeo.Β  Rush Limbaugh.Β  Ann Coulter.Β  Donald Trump Jr. Eric Trump. Ivanka Trump.Β  Jared Kushner.Β  Scott Pruitt.Β  Rob Porter.Β  Matt Gaetz.Β  Devin Nunes.Β  Dinesh D’Souza.Β  Charlie Kirk.Β  Betsy DeVos.Β  All of them.Β  He never drained the swamp, as he claimed in his political campaign.Β  He packed the swamp with more alligators and algae and filth.

This is America.Β  This is the America of Donald Trump.

Donald Trump doesn’t want me on this earth.Β  He said as much.Β  “The only good Democrat is a dead Democrat,” he retweeted.Β  I am a Democrat.Β  Therefore, by his logic, I should die.

Or maybe I’ll just continue to live, if for no other reason than to be an ally to Americans who need allyship.Β  Because right now, we all need allyship.Β  We are all Americans.Β  Not African-Americans or Asian-Americans or Jewish-Americans or whatnot.Β  Take the hyphen and the prefix away.Β  We are Americans, no matter what race, creed, color, orientation or culture.

We will find a vaccine for COVID-19.Β  We will rebuild our businesses safely and ethically.Β  We will project our brothers and sisters.Β  We will somehow get past all of this, whether Donald Trump wants us dead or otherwise.

This is America.Β  This may be the America of Donald Trump now …

Yet we will help each other and we will make this better.

Whether Donald Trump want us to or not.